I've Realized Lately..

WooOOoo! Ive finally came to realize how much I had been neglecting my blog for the past few months. Anyways, I have to do a lot of making up for this one so to cut the story short, Im sharing few realizations that nurtured my brain cells for the past few months of my absence in my blogging world.

So, here's my I've realized lately thing...

- ...that Tagaytay trip [on my Sid's bday] with my baby and 2 other friends was so fun, I even forgot to bring a jacket! Hehe, that's okay. Baby's there to keep me warm *grins*

- ...that Tagaytay's Bulalo is the best bulalo I ever tasted. Veggies so good too. Forgot the name of the resto though.

- ...that it was so hard to find job nowadays and yet so easy to lose it. Yup, had been employed for almost four months. Where? In a call center!

- ...that I would never have the patience for those irate and stupid, not to mention those absurd and very rude customers/subscriber of which the ISP account I handled for almost 4 months. I just came to realize I don't deserve what I've gone through through that experience.

- ...that even how it s*cks to work in that CC, I still misses my teammates *sigh*

- ...that I had not purchased/invested on something valuable out of my salary for almost 4 months of working. Was not even able to save up! Now, that s*cks?!

- ...that it's not easy to budget money wisely! But was able to send some money to my grandma and bunso back at the province out of my salary. Was able to manage pay bills and buy something for Mom too, but that was so little, almost nothing compared to what I dreamt off giving them when Im already starting to earn by myself..

- ...that I have the best MOM in the world! And I love her so much..

- ...that I love my 2 other siblings so much too.. Too bad, was not able to make it up to bunso when she was here for vacation, and I am so sorry for that. But will do my best to make it up to her. Miss them badly too *sigh*

- ...that things are a lot better right now compared for last two years of Me and Sid being together. And that started around September/October last year. By the way, were 2 1/2 years together right now. Each day is a lot better than the other day. And as day goes by, things are a lot more worth living for knowing you have the man worth everything in your life and continuing to work things out between us.

- ...that someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else? I know that, because I came to realize that one, when HE came into my life.

- ...that, it's okay to be crazy once in a while with your bf/gf; like WE usually/ocassionally do. Hehe..

- ...that God never loses hope on me, and therefore I must not lose hope on myself too. He never turned His back on me especially on the days that no one could ever make me stop from those useless worrying and when paranoia's starting to turn me upside down and crumble things up.

- ...that there are still more realizations stored in my brain cells but then I can't figure it out how to pile them up one by one. But blessed enough to realize some of the most important things coming into my life. And I am so thankful for all of these blessings and to the things I came to realize and learn each day..

- ...and last but definitely not the least.. that I am also thankful for my co-bloggers who still visits my blog even if it was so outdated. Thanks guys!